cause it's a bitter sweet symphony, this life..

so after that four-lettered b-word that i don't feel like typing again, mom and hillary and the ashley and i went out for lunch. which was really nice for a change. and i ended up missing the first fifteen minutes of passions, which is really starting to wear me out because one day on there takes a whole week to play out. but at least mom taped days of our lives. good grief i'm becoming an addict or something. but for some reason, i start falling asleep every time i lay down on the couch. which is bad, because i keep missing major plot points. hmmm. and didn't walk tonight, which is really horrible of me, but i HAD to clean my room, it was beginning to look like a disaster area. plus i had to work on memorizing more songs for band. which is beginning to become a chore, because i'm having a hard time sitting myself down and doing it and not getting distracted. but i sure i'm getting PLENTY of exercise sweating my bodyweight outside every morning. but i don't mind.

there's only been one thought on my mind these past few days: BAND CAMP. i know it's not going to be terrible what with the whole "slave" thing, but it sounds like it's going to be a whole lot of work learning all our field show junk. and i'm afraid i'll screw everything up. gah so predictable. but yeah. it should be a fun experience (i'm hoping anyway), even though i'll be gone for what will seem like a 945809289486944 days and the same morning i get home i'm going straight to go visit some family in tennessee. so it will be a while before i get home. but oh well. let's optimistic, shall we?

yeah so i think i'll go vacuum my room. at 10:40 at night. because i'm just that cool.